"Sad Clown" by Jars of Clay

Say how's the weather, so I look out the window
To brighten my soul, but I can't control the rain
That keeps falling
Smile on the outside that never comes in
A comedy, mystery, irony, tragedy
So I scream let the show begin

You break me open, turn on the light
Stumble inside with me, with me

Do I entertain you? 
Do I preoccupy you with my wit to cover this lie? 
Are you mesmerized? 
Do you think me faithful, do you think me a clown' 
I picked out this shirt, I put on this hat
I wore all this paint just for you