"Burn" by Lagwagon

You won't find me condescending at your closed door you
won't hear how I feel. say you've been there before the
holiday's the hardest time to fill in all the blanks and you
don't need anyone to show you those mistakes wrap yourself
up in only math of our world fill up the holes in your full
heart with details for all the riddles solved and every
puzzle you complete can't seem to find the pieces to the
heart that beats you'll master every task but always by the
book then log it in your past with risk that you once took
they left you then, they'll hurt you now can't get too close
to you or you will cut them down and any fool can play I'll
raise the stakes with another turn we risk, we roll and we
burn at arms length you never get hit there's too much to
gamble when you let someone in my true friend I'm spewing
and only one more positive I just might spill some notable
insight I didn't think before I purged so here I am
attempting to unlock your closed door I wouldn't break it
down 'cause you'd be gone for sure you might say something
nice of me and send it in a card or under whiskey breath
slur kind words at the bar and you're sinking me while you
stay afloat in the tank you built we drop, we'll never learn