"Bookworm" by Kid Dynamite

It plagued me like a cancer. If you asked me what it meant,
I couldn't answer. Because I sit here alone and searching.
Man, I gotta stop complaining. It's been so long, I don't
know what to say to you. The feelings gone. I remember once
upon a time, I wouldn't have cared just what I shared with
you, but now I'm hiding. I've been lucky to have someone who
cared for me. I'm sorry. Because when you got so close, I'd
run away. The scars are almost covered up. and I'm rising
She said she wanted to know me like a book I was out of
there fast, remembering all the time that it took to get
over the source of all the times that I felt dead. There's
chapters in this book that I haven't even read yet. But
there's just one thing that I gotta say to you. RIGHT! I
don't regret the time we spent, but I do regret the day we
met. Because I've learned my lesson and I've learned it
well, now there's no more secrets for you to tell. For all
it's worth. I'm still dreaming and feeling without you.