"Heart A Tact" by Kid Dynamite

Crashing down on consensus. It's the vice that kills
defenses. Piercing through sort of feeling. It only hurts if
I let it take control of me. Won't let the world weigh me
down. Cause I'm coming alive. What's the deal with life
lessons? If you can't forget regret them. Taught to fold
under pressure. Failure doesn't mean you have to die. Won't
let the world weigh me down. Cause I'm coming alive. Just
how many are there on my side. A calendar filled up with
sleepless nights. Keeps time. Afraid of what it may have
left behind. Who cares? I've thought about it all too many
times. What's worse? Is that my self-esteem suffers a curse.
That tries to kill me but I kill it first. I'm coming alive,
alive through you. Today I found a friend in who I am. Who
promises to be there 'till the end, of what? When it's over
will it start again' Can't worry about it or life becomes
too crowded. With panic. I'll panic and then I'll start to
doubt it, it's not worth it. So fuck it. Not gonna walk
around it. I'll face it. I'll smash it. I'm not gonna lose
again. I'm coming alive through you.