"Amateur" by Nada Surf

You made me feel like i'm ok, i could be happy 
Now i can sit, not run away stupidly laughing 
Wipe out all self-pity, it's slowing me down 
Turn off feeling pretty, dressing up dressing down. 
I walk around the city out of my way, looking for something

I've got all that i need to save my day, so why'm i running?

You said i should get professional help, it always makes me
cry. 
I know i'm just an amateur, but i've gotta try. 
I had a birthday party and it was packed, got friends who
love me 
We hung a disco ball up and watched the lights, they were so
lovely 
When exactly are we? i get the decades mixed up. 
I like the streets when they're empty, i can make the rest
up. 
Every day is new year's eve, every night is the last night.

Every day is new year's eve, every time is the last time.